9 days to GOOO!!

It’s after midnight so i could technically say 8 even, although I’m pretty sure she won’t be coming early. With scan bringing me forward anyway by 4 days and well just my luck really to end up going over and have to be induced. 23rd September is my date for that joyous event, so any… Continue Reading →

8 days to go!!

After my post last night I felt quite strong, I had laid it all out and felt positive I could get through it no matter the outcome. Then I wake up…. I try call him around 10am and no answer so instantly I feel shit again. I want to send him a message just going… Continue Reading →

Day 3 .. 69 days till Ibiza

I woke up feeling shattered, going to bed now feeling shattered and it’s only 8:30pm. I did a 1k run just after the school run thinking it is at least something and means less time wasted in a gym. My legs are still aching from yesterday and it didn’t go well.  Been really hungry today… Continue Reading →

Merry Christmas

2019 is not far away. Recently I’ve been ok, but only ok. The ex is still in prison and I have visited him. I feel it’s the best thing to do for our daughter and a small part of me still feels like it is my place to make sure he doesn’t feel alone and… Continue Reading →

Awesome Blogger Award

So it has come, after nearly 3 and a half years of blogging. I have been nominated for an awesome blogger award. I always have loved writing, and I find it so therapeutic. I hid behind this blog for so long, and it became my safe haven where I could rant, scream, be honest and… Continue Reading →

There’s a flaw in your plan

And that’s ‘no evidence’. Unfortunately my solicitor had to reschedule this morning. However I got together all the paperwork I have to write my final position statement for court. Of course the poison awful lies are still inside my head, I even feel them so heavy on my heart. How can someone who was once… Continue Reading →

Disappearing acts

So someone wrote a post in a Facebook group about how her partner made an argument over nothing and stormed out. Didn’t come home all weekend , blocked her on WhatsApp and came back blaming said woman/Mother for the reason he went. Not only is that something I dealt with weekly sometimes twice/three times a… Continue Reading →

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