It’s after midnight so i could technically say 8 even, although I’m pretty sure she won’t be coming early. With scan bringing me forward anyway by 4 days and well just my luck really to end up going over and have to be induced. 23rd September is my date for that joyous event, so any… Continue Reading →
Usually people wait till the1st January to do things they have planned to do different in the new year but time is of the essence I will say!
After my post last night I felt quite strong, I had laid it all out and felt positive I could get through it no matter the outcome. Then I wake up…. I try call him around 10am and no answer so instantly I feel shit again. I want to send him a message just going… Continue Reading →
I woke up feeling shattered, going to bed now feeling shattered and it’s only 8:30pm. I did a 1k run just after the school run thinking it is at least something and means less time wasted in a gym. My legs are still aching from yesterday and it didn’t go well. Been really hungry today… Continue Reading →
I can’t even explain how good it feels to not have that constant awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. It was wearing me down, wearing me down so bad. Imagine hearing the bull shit I love you’s whilst still being disrespected and still hoping for the man to step up and be a… Continue Reading →
This is just a short excerpt for the about page.
2019 is not far away. Recently I’ve been ok, but only ok. The ex is still in prison and I have visited him. I feel it’s the best thing to do for our daughter and a small part of me still feels like it is my place to make sure he doesn’t feel alone and… Continue Reading →
So it has come, after nearly 3 and a half years of blogging. I have been nominated for an awesome blogger award. I always have loved writing, and I find it so therapeutic. I hid behind this blog for so long, and it became my safe haven where I could rant, scream, be honest and… Continue Reading →
And that’s ‘no evidence’. Unfortunately my solicitor had to reschedule this morning. However I got together all the paperwork I have to write my final position statement for court. Of course the poison awful lies are still inside my head, I even feel them so heavy on my heart. How can someone who was once… Continue Reading →
So someone wrote a post in a Facebook group about how her partner made an argument over nothing and stormed out. Didn’t come home all weekend , blocked her on WhatsApp and came back blaming said woman/Mother for the reason he went. Not only is that something I dealt with weekly sometimes twice/three times a… Continue Reading →