Visit day 

So much has happened in the past 2 weeks and I don’t even know what to think anymore. I don’t have time to go through it now but right now I feel more anxious, more hurt, more confused than I ever have prior to a visit. My god I am glad I am going, we really do not to talk but I have no idea which way it will go. I know how I want it to go but is that even for the best ?! 

It’s going to be a long morning …