Fighting with the impossible…

Few weeks have past by and I am honestly feeling stronger and can at times see myself with someone else. Losing weight and getting my self confidence back is definitely helping with this process and I can see now more than ever how this abusive man took advantage of my pregnancy and being vulnerable. He... Continue Reading →

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Day 6

Today we shall call a relapse. Today we shall ignore. For an intelligent girl I ain't half a bit fucking thick sometimes.  Of course he's been back there. A few things he said today played on my mind this evening. Why the hell did I even call him this morning, and more importantly why the... Continue Reading →

Day 5

Woke up at my friends house and felt quite strong. I think it surprised her and we spoke about it. I agreed that him not having anyone made it easier but equally I've learnt from the last time!  I went home about midday and I was greeted by the vile character again. Moaning how I... Continue Reading →

Diet time! 

I I really need my confidence back, I need my body back. This picture shows how much confidence I did have. I did well for a week and then I kind of went off plan. I'm about to go serious now though ..  20 days until my birthday and my first proper night out! If I haven't... Continue Reading →

I’ve been so rubbish ..

Diet!! Meh !!!  Food!! Meh !!! Still chunky !!!!!! Meh!!  My last post I promised 40 days well yeh that didn't happen! I then put on instagram 21 days (till a night out) and that hasn't happened. So now I'm nearly day 1 down of it actually happening ..  No Junk Food, No Wheat, No... Continue Reading →

Day 1/40

So there's 40 days left of this year and after doing so well with my diet I then went way off the rails over my birthday weekend. My weight loss stood at 2 stone 3 lbs, weighing in at 14 stone 2. Exactly 2 stone heavier than I was this time last year. I'm not... Continue Reading →

Man up!!

Baby woke me up as she needed feeding. Last night she woke every 2 hours but we both went back off straight away. It's 2:30am and I'm now wide awake. I'm starving! A banana will have to do. I've worked out that it's now been 4 weeks. 4 weeks on Friday of Dom telling me... Continue Reading →

Ready for day 3

Ok day 1 went , soup, chicken and fruit! Then day 2 was fruit, meal replacement and a jacket potato. I did have a sweetie lolly and a Dr Pepper too tho 🙈!  We had a Halloween get together at my friends house. It was nice to have Dom there, I'm still feeling a little... Continue Reading →

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