When I first was told about this concept I took one look at it and thought WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL. However that was when the link just took me to pages and pages of codes and words that I didn't quite understand! That was until I found Pinterest. Wow! The idea of all those pretty... Continue Reading →
Never good enough
...this is how I feel. This is how I felt pre abuse too. People like me are like gold mines for people like him. Low self esteem, low self worth, easy to get entangled inside our minds. I've had no iPhone all week and now it's gone off for repair. I have a replacement now... Continue Reading →
40+4 and still waiting …
I was hoping the pessary would have got me going , no such luck. It's been in 22 hours now, 2 more hours and it'll be labour ward time for a drip and to have my waters broken! Well at least when they are free for me!! I've had a few tightenings but nothing to... Continue Reading →
40 + 2
Excuse the unmade bed but here I am still pregnant! Comments about how high I still am are not helping either ! Meh! Sex again last night , and had a walk this evening (not far but a bit) in bloody 30 degree heat! I even had a glass of presecco at a friends bbq... Continue Reading →
40 + 1
I knew it just knew it, I would go over! Saturday night I got some pains that scared me, made me feel not ready. Reminder of what's to come! They bloody hurt , it was 8 years ago I did it but I still remember !! They didn't develop. I didn't sleep too well last... Continue Reading →