Taking back that control

It's crazy how quickly it creeps back. They are very clever with how they do it and slowly I am feeling like I am suffocating once again. Back in January when he made that contact (by breaking into my home whilst I slept - yes that is insane ) there were a few things he... Continue Reading →

‘Men suffer too’

I haven't blogged in a while. I have indeed been very busy with many different things but I feel very strongly about writing something today. As everyone is aware I have a real passion for raising awareness around domestic abuse. Up until more recently I have had nothing but admiration, messages of support encouragement and... Continue Reading →

Narcissists at work

Well didn't take him long, and I'm glad. I'm really glad. He completely showed his true colours tonight AGAIN. He promised he would watch our daughter this evening whilst I went to a networking meeting. Well talk about going from 0 - 100 and showing how repulsive and vile he really is. From 5pm was... Continue Reading →

I lost my way a little ..

But it's important I remain focused and strong! Weekend I felt lonely, a bit of cabin fever but then I wouldn't of gone out anyway considering it was so bloody cold. I did go for food with a friend and do a bit of shopping though! I ate far more than I should all weekend... Continue Reading →

Who inspires me?

I couldn't possibly write down everyone who inspires me but believe me so many do. Today I went to an amazing event held by a lady who when I saw speak for the first time made me look at her like some kind of business celebrity. She had me hooked, everything she said I was... Continue Reading →

Why don’t you just leave?

A question always asked to those putting up with too much crap in a relationship. 'I would never put up with that' is another assumption or even a criticism said to many who are suffering. Truth is until you are in that situation you just do not ever know. Ever! I said it myself. 'I... Continue Reading →

Snapping out of it ..

.. and now! Every evening all I'm doing is coming to bed and scrolling Facebook in hope of .. well I don't even know what I hope! I am getting myself out of that hole. Tonight I am in pain with my period and I really could sleep BUT I've found a window and I'm... Continue Reading →

Feeling deflated!

Having a 'meh' evening. My judgment is clouded once again. The only way to escape such a mentally abusive relationship is by remembering how awful it has been. The ONLY way. He came by last night, I don't want to be bitter and I'm not heartless and I still very much care for him but... Continue Reading →

30 weeks tomorrow …

until I run half a marathon!! I did park run this morning and it took me 38 minutes!! Ok not massively terrible but not great either. At least it’s a time to aim for and beat now. I have also been to the gym 4 times this week and my steps have increased loads on... Continue Reading →

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