A woman who got lost whilst in love. My story of dealing with domestic abuse and the aftermath.
When I first was told about this concept I took one look at it and thought WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL. However that was when the link just took me to pages and pages of codes and words that I didn't quite understand! That was until I found Pinterest. Wow! The idea of all those pretty... Continue Reading →
Today was my last working day of the year. I am so thankful for the amazing business I am part of. The director is open and honest in the fact she believes she has a great team and 2018 will be an amazing year for all of us. I am lucky that they know what... Continue Reading →
So on Monday I'm presenting on the importance of boundaries yet I still have to question where the hell mine are! I bought myself an iPad today, my mum put towards it and I've done the right thing. Not opened it up yet. I got my girls some matching Christmas pyjamas today too and that's... Continue Reading →
A week on Monday I am presenting my presentation on boundaries to a group of fellow networkers. I've distanced myself from reading all about narcissism and abuse for a few days. It got too much, and I felt I was reliving too much of the abuse. He's an abusive man there are no two ways... Continue Reading →
And omg they hurt today!! I've managed to hand express for relief of some pressure but I've been breastfeeding with tears, gasps and a lot of ouchies this evening. I wrote a post previously on breastfeeding and how I hoped to do it. Not going to lie after that labour, my thoughts on that operating... Continue Reading →
My baby is now over 72 hours old and I'm actually besotted by her. I finally have the energy to update my blog and tell my story. Although I'm feeling pretty emotional this morning. Ok so that all important birth story! I had a pessary put in for 24 hours which came out at 6:10pm... Continue Reading →
I was hoping the pessary would have got me going , no such luck. It's been in 22 hours now, 2 more hours and it'll be labour ward time for a drip and to have my waters broken! Well at least when they are free for me!! I've had a few tightenings but nothing to... Continue Reading →
Well I never expected this today. After a really healthy pregnancy this time compared to one with my 8 year old, I had hoped on a natural birth. I wanted a water birth in the midwife led unit. I wanted to experience what it felt like to go into labour at home and time my... Continue Reading →
Behind These Bluest Eyes 