So it’s May .. 

The fifth month of the year... I just need to get to the twelfth month and this empty lonely feeling will have gone. This time last year I knew he was going, I knew my life was about to change. I need to feel comfort in the fact that it's now all in the past and... Continue Reading →

I feel so sad …

I need to snap out of this. I have already napped for a while. These exams won't revise themselves! BBC Question Time is just making me angry, and I keep thinking about sweets to make me feel slightly happy. I miss him, I miss him so much. A year ago today was when he was arrested.... Continue Reading →

Foooooood!!!

so 2,500 calories consumed, with a 40 minute continuous run (which I am proud of) and about a 1/4 of the day studying the Human Rights Act! I am getting there, kinda, slowly! Far more calories than I would have liked and most of the extras was sugar that I just do not need in... Continue Reading →

Day 3 .. 69 days till Ibiza

I woke up feeling shattered, going to bed now feeling shattered and it's only 8:30pm. I did a 1k run just after the school run thinking it is at least something and means less time wasted in a gym. My legs are still aching from yesterday and it didn't go well. Been really hungry today and... Continue Reading →

72 day countdown! 

Ok it's a random number! It's slightly annoying but as predicted after the past 2 days I want to get back on plan ASAP, and today is the day.I woke up feeling so tired, sluggish and dehydrated.Signs of JUNK FOOD!! Since my last weigh in on 13th March I have only lost 2lb and apparently shrunk... Continue Reading →

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