A woman who got lost whilst in love. My story of dealing with domestic abuse and the aftermath.
The question on all my friends and families lips right now... how do you answer such a question when each hour my feelings change so much ? I feel weak, then remind myself what he's put me through and realise weak I am definitely not. My world was falling apart when my baby was just... Continue Reading →
I failed in waiting for him to call, Sunday blues came and the sadness took over me. I couldn't understand how someone who was so involved in my life can literally walk away without a second thought. He responded to my text by saying I had told him not to call me but he would... Continue Reading →
Snapchat and Instagram, social media sites that when used properly can be fun, light-hearted and enjoyable but once again this evening the cousin has made my blood boil. This time on snapchat, man is doing videos of his cash saying 'look at all his money'... It probs looks about £300. £400 tops!! Does he not... Continue Reading →
.. Until I am able to go out and party!! I have my little girl tonight anyway so wouldn't have gone out tonight but tomorrow could have been a possibility. Craving a good night out so bad!! 1,818 calories today, had a Chinese with my mini me but counted it correctly. I didn't snack at all... Continue Reading →
I need to snap out of this. I have already napped for a while. These exams won't revise themselves! BBC Question Time is just making me angry, and I keep thinking about sweets to make me feel slightly happy. I miss him, I miss him so much. A year ago today was when he was arrested.... Continue Reading →
so 2,500 calories consumed, with a 40 minute continuous run (which I am proud of) and about a 1/4 of the day studying the Human Rights Act! I am getting there, kinda, slowly! Far more calories than I would have liked and most of the extras was sugar that I just do not need in... Continue Reading →
I woke up feeling shattered, going to bed now feeling shattered and it's only 8:30pm. I did a 1k run just after the school run thinking it is at least something and means less time wasted in a gym. My legs are still aching from yesterday and it didn't go well. Been really hungry today and... Continue Reading →
Seriously! So angry! He can tell me what he likes but let's face it I have absolutely no idea what he tells others. The number of times he assures me he's cutting people out his life and how shit is going to change, how the events that have previously occurred due to his illegal activity... Continue Reading →
The PVB Blues have hit me. I could do with a day in bed, away from the world. I definitely do not feel like I want to go to work. I am sat in McDonald's with a coffee and have 7 minutes until I need to be in store. The breakfast snack wrap made me... Continue Reading →
The phone just kept ringing, well that was when I actually managed to get through. The engaged tone was constant and the phone just screamed call failed. 100 attempts and I was starting to think 'how much, can I really cope with?' , 'is this going to be my life moving forward?' ... My brain... Continue Reading →
Behind These Bluest Eyes 