A woman who got lost whilst in love. My story of dealing with domestic abuse and the aftermath.
I woke up yesterday with a sickness bug. I hate being sick. I hate it even more when I have no one around me to take care of me. It made me feel emotional, I couldn't believe it was now entering the fourth day without contact with the ex. How was he feeling?! Does he... Continue Reading →
In just little over a week I've managed to put myself through more heartache and stress. I just knew getting rid of his clothes would some how come back like it's my fault.Even said I should never have chucked him out in the first place as that's why it went wrong. I've at times felt... Continue Reading →
I failed in waiting for him to call, Sunday blues came and the sadness took over me. I couldn't understand how someone who was so involved in my life can literally walk away without a second thought. He responded to my text by saying I had told him not to call me but he would... Continue Reading →
I was fooling myself with the doubts. I couldn't leave him. I see his face and I melt. I see how his eyes go when he hears my words about the doubts I have. It would break him. He is so in love with me and that's enough. We kiss and I need more. I... Continue Reading →
I feel much happier today, far more positive regarding uni. Exams are so close and yesterday I was questioning whether it's actually something I am even capable of. Of course it is! What a silly thought!!Well my weekend... Hmmm... Well!! I worked all day Saturday then did a hostessing shift early evening. That ended and... Continue Reading →
It has been ridiculous today. I have been feeling better within myself, almost positive that this time is going so quickly anyway and I really don't have the time to miss him anyway BUT this brain, sex, constant SEX thing is bad. Its been over 4 months. I think it was ok at the start,... Continue Reading →
Behind These Bluest Eyes 