Day 5

Woke up at my friends house and felt quite strong. I think it surprised her and we spoke about it. I agreed that him not having anyone made it easier but equally I've learnt from the last time!  I went home about midday and I was greeted by the vile character again. Moaning how I... Continue Reading →

So lucky … 

I went to bed last night at 10pm so this post had to wait until this morning. I woke up yesterday still thinking about it, of course I will. He's been in my life far too long and we've been through far too much to give up. I went over old blog posts and his... Continue Reading →

Baby’s first cinema trip 

My little cutie went to the cinema for the first time today. Good as gold as per usual. My sister had to change a very explosive nappy though and she did feed on both boobs. She's still a little angel.  Her daddy text in the afternoon asking how we both were. He said he wasn't... Continue Reading →

Tiny steps ..

After a lazy morning just blogging, merging my two blogs and reading over the old posts I've made I totally feel like Dominic should read them. Especially the ones of when he was inside. He could see how I was always saying 'he was the one' , how in love I was, how at times... Continue Reading →

It needs to be goodbye …

In just little over a week I've managed to put myself through more heartache and stress. I just knew getting rid of his clothes would some how come back like it's my fault.Even said I should never have chucked him out in the first place as that's why it went wrong. I've at times felt... Continue Reading →

Baby had her first bottle 🍼

It hasn't been an easy decision and I did ignore the health visitors advice for a week. The breastfeeding gurus on Monday told me to just feed more but realistically with this current set up it's pretty impossible. I don't have the support a woman needs who wants to exclusively breastfeed, I still get pain... Continue Reading →

Baby’s first hospital trip 

It's pretty scary for mother to see blood in your baby's sick as you can imagine ! I first called NHS direct at 3:45 am on Monday morning. What a surprise Dominic wasn't contactable. We went for lunch on Sunday as planned and we ended up being together for like 8 hours. It's one thing... Continue Reading →

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